5 Things I Find Utterly Ghetto

1. Text talk. - I think that it makes you seem terribly stupid. I think it annoys me most when people use 'yhu' for 'you.' Like, seriously? It takes the same amount of effort.
2. When people have any and every government help service available and yet still have the iPhone with unlimited data. - I really just can't stand when you see people in Wal-Mart that have kids that are inappropriately dressed for the weather, the kids don't have decent looking hair, etc. And for the parents who can't dress and look decent, yell at the kids halfway across the store, pay in Foodstamps... and just when you're walking out... BAM, an iPhone comes out! Wait.. really? I think I could rant about that one forever.
3. Ghetto drama talk. - You know, when some dumb ass from the hood gets pissed off and start saying she ain't got no beef wit cha. Or starts rudely going off whilst talking to her friends and you can hear her on the opposite end of the room. Honey, shut the hell up.
4. No kid containing. - So, this one kind of goes with number two... but you know when people from the grocery store, Wal-Mart, etc. scream at their kids that are a mile ahead of them running and touching everything in sight. It's called parental control, and self respect.
5. Toys all down the block. - So, you know when you're driving down the road and you see one little kid's toys all up and down the block. Or, maybe you live on the block and they've been sitting there for the whole week and you're about ready to take them up there and shove 'em somewhere they don't belong. Yeah, I know.

*Side Note- Before I start an ass load of unnecessary drama, let me start by saying that yes, I have had a few of these things happen in my life. No, I am not saying I am Paris Hilton and the highest on the chain. Just some opinions. Get over it. I hope you enjoyed and they made you laugh.

Somedays...

Somedays, I wonder how my life has changed so much in the recent couple of years. I just don't understand how it could have evolved into this, what it is now. It's not possible to think where I was then and where I am now have any correlation whatsoever to each others. I've dropped so many bolts and nuts (haha, I dropped my nuts) along the way, picked up a few passengers, and let a few off this bus, aka, life. There's so much wear in the engine, a lot of damage to the computer, and sometimes I wonder about the gas in the tank..

Life is a lot like a car ride though, or so I've realized. There's so much to do, so much to see, so many to meet. One day, you're in the city, watching what society has come to, and the next you're in the farmland, wondering how the city came to be. I like looking out in the farmland, at the tall grass when in the vanishing point, and wondering what my life will be like in another two or so years. Wondering where the road will take me, who I'll be sharing seats with, and if I'll be taking back roads and allies or the highways and interstates.

It seems you never may know which way to turn, the speed to maintain, or the direction you are going, but one day. You'll get there. You'll look back at the ride, regret, rethink, remorse, reminisce, but most importantly, you'll remember, and that's the best part. <3

Tanworld Affairs

"I would have blogged that shit lol" -M

So, it's like 9 o'clock on a Monday night.. I'm just doing the usual, I'm with my dad, we just dropped my younger sister off at her mom's, and we decide to go tanning. So, we drive speedily to the nearest Tanworld to get some 'sun' and soak up some rays, ya know?

So, we walk in to Tanworld, do the normal 15 minutes on a level 2 bed. (On a side note, the tanning tenant had really cute hair!) And I'm in the tanning bed, absorbing my cancer minute by minute, probably getting blinder too, just listening to music until my time was up.

Interesting night, right?

Ha! But no, it's not until I was FINISHED TANNING that my night really got that much more fan-fucking-tastic.. I simply put my clothes on, walk out, compliment the lady on her hair.. and leave.. not thinking about the fact that my dad was not yet finished tanning and had the keys inside..

And boy, oh boy.. Am I glad I didn't? You bet your ass I am! (:

What might you ask I walked out on? Rainbows? Ponies? Chip -n- Dales? Nah, unfortunately, I'm not THAT  lucky.. However, it was a little steamy for the people involved..

So, here's me, casually strolling out of Tanworld to two people making out, PROFUSELY. I was like.. okay? I figured they would stop, so I trot on over to the car, pop a squat on the hood, and take a glance.. to find what? Had it subsided? For the love of my fifteen year old eyes? Absolutely, not! They are STILL just sucking face like a vacuum cleaner. Did I mention they were probs like 30 something?! Just acting casual about the encounter.. Uhm, hello? Get a room! I have more class than that!

Alright, alright, alright.. So, a couple minutes had yet again passed by.. time for my bi-minute-ual check.. I just  turn my head to about a ninety degree angle to see yet again, the making out in a profuse manner. C'mon people.. fuck already why don't you?

So, I think that they had finally subsided long enough to hug and dance at the same time.. and just WHAT do they think this is? The prom?

This is sort of a multi-orgasm story for me.. so be prepared..

Finally, but maybe the highlight of my night, (and the downfall to one or two other fellow humans) was to tune in just at the right moment to hear the male of the affair say that he'd be sleeping on the couch tonight!! EXCUSE ME? Call me wrong, but did I just witness cheating? Am I ever so slightly related to aiding in home-wrecking? Ah, fuck my life. That's the juciest piece of information ever instilled into my mind.. I might just have to blog about that one.. (;

So, after the lovely, steamy, relationship infringement..  they get into separate cars, and drive off in separate ways! And then! Here comes my father just ever so casually strolling out of Tanworld.. I was delighted to share the wonderful, intriguing story with him. As I am with whomever reading this. (: Life from here on to the time I passed out on my bed was pretty delightful. And I am glad I witnessed such things. 

Love,

Your Home-Wrecking Aid <3

Isn't It Ironic?

I think it's all a bit strange, how something so life-shattering can happen to some people, but to others, the world keeps spinning on in an orderly fashion. Someone could die, affecting a whole small town, city, state. But on the other side of the world, they wake up and have their morning coffee just the same as yesterday. You never what could happen to you, or who's going to care if something actually does. You're just wasting away, living life, in the now, your now. You still wake up, go to bed, eat, sleep, drink, just like before.

Just

Like

Before.

Isn't it ironic how we're all in this huge rush to change the world; and yet no one can go as far as to recycle a bottle, or volunteer ten minutes out of their busy day? Everyone is worried about children around the world starving, but yet we waste an astounding amount out of our daily meals we are lucky enough to have? We're worried about the kittens and puppies in a shelter when there's an old hound sitting in a kennel waiting for enough company just to die. What kind of people does this make us?

Who

Are

We?

But no, you're different I suppose. You're you, you're a perfect saint, right? Keep thinking that and see if our world changes. There's always something more to be done.

Always

More

To Be

Done.

The truth in the matter here, is that the world is not going to change. People are too caught up in the world of today. Your now is yours, and you don't really care about anyone else's. But, let's make a change.

Let's

Make

A 

Change.

Small actions, make a big change. Take the extra steps to recycle, volunteer the few minutes, donate a few dollars for food, say a prayer, bless someone when they sneeze, go for the cat, not the kitten. And most importantly...

Pay

It

Forward.

NOTE: It's a great movie, watch it.

-Hailey

Everything That I Wanted

Somehow, it's you.

Everything I've ever really wanted compiled into on human body.

It's amazing, it really is.

That everything I could have ever asked for, everything, I've ever dreamed, everything of of fantasy, could be...

You.

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Am I to you what you are to me?

Do I keep you awake for hours on end because of one thing the you simply said.

Do you drop to an immediate slumber when my lips leave yours from a good night kiss?

Am I everything you want and need, in a body for your taste, your ever longing fantasy...

Me?

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Is it what we think this is?

This love.

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This hope.

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This trust.

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This faith.

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All into one.

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Our fantasy.

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Our desire.

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Our game.

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Our plan.

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Our movie.

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Our script.

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Our story.

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Our book.

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*

*

*

*

Us.

I Wanna Lay Like This Forever, Until the Sky Falls Down on Me

It's completely ironic that I can be so in love with someone, but push him away when I should want and need him the most. In case you've been reading this long enough to know about my boyfriend and I.. Not that many of you read this anyway. You know the story. But for those of you who don't.. Tucker and I will be celebrating our two year anniversary in two days. <3

I can't quite explain the feeling of what I get when I am with him. Let's say, it's like the thrill of a roller coaster, combined with the love, emotion, and devotion of the chickiest chick flick you're ever seen.. times a million. He's gentle and sweet like a butterfly, but then has this total bad ass attitude that I'm in complete adoration with.

He's willing to work with my worst fears, my insecurities, my crazies, my complicated outbreaks, me. And I just don't wrap my hard head around that sometimes. I run instead.

But, no matter what, I'll always love him. There's always a piece of me that he'll have, and I'll always think of his crazy little quirks. His smile on his face, will always trigger one on mine..

T-

I love you, forever.

-H

Confessions of myself.

Confession number one: I have an obsession with my Grandpa, who passed away when I was five. He was my best friend, you could say that my thinking is silly, or that I don't remember.. However, I'll only prove you wrong. You can see this by looking at my tattoo. We used to watch Land Before Time movies all the time.. which brings me to my next tattoo idea.


Confession number two: I like older men.. Call me what you want, but it's how I am. Tucker is only three years my senior, but there's a world of maturity difference between him and guys my age.. Sometimes. (:


Confession number three: My mum and I argue a lot, but truthfully, I don't know what I would do without her. What tears you apart in someways, only brings you closer in others.


Confession number four: My Gram and I were attached at the hip once, but now I feel we're worlds away. No matter what her crazy habits and such are, I love her for them because that's what makes her, her. I'm still really lost without her, since she moved away.. But, whatever makes her happy. Although, sometimes, I don't really think she's any happier or better off.


Confession number five: I love to write. I started keeping a blog, even though I haven't posted in a while, I love having my feelings down and in writing for everyone to read and relate. I'd like to be a songwriter or something, but I'm not very musical. I love Regina Spektor's songs, 'Braille', and also 'Buildings'. I wish I could play piano.


Confession number six: I'm a very emotional person.. I think it helps me in my writing. I have my highs and lows. I am an unsteady person; and like Marilyn Monroe once said, "If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Learn to live by this, and your life will be a lot easier.


Confession number seven: I'm not the skinniest girl you'll ever meet. And quite honestly, it doesn't really bother me. It's the numbers that bother me, not the size. I think girls look disgusting when they are extremely thin. Everyone likes a Snooki, right?


Confession number eight: I'm obsessed with growing up, and being mature, but not getting older. I'd love to graduate high school in a year from now and go on to college right away. I'm in a hurry to be someone and do something, when the truth is, I don't really know what's waiting.

Promises

Old cuts ignite new beginnings,

maybe this will keep me from sinning.

Look to the left, then to the right,

it seems anything good is out of sight.

I'll start with this, and end with that,

and then won't remember where I'm at.

Everything's fading,

my heart is jading.

And suddenly I'm all alone,

lulling in this senseless monotone.

The pain is gone now,

Here goes another pointless vow,

and some more people wondering how.

Here I go, to try again,

only now,

it's a matter of when.

-HaileyHyphen

Just an FYI, to anyone who reads this.. all like three of you.. I really just like to write. I'm not crazily depressed or anything. <3

In my heart, you're remembered still.

Thunderstorms.

Since you're gone, something else is here to guide me.

I have the thunderstorms.

The thunder is your voice, deep and mostly gentle,

except for the occasional scolding,

from which I am growing and molding.

The lightning lights my way and shows what's right from wrong,
and produces a beautiful, thunderous song.

Once upon a time,
we stood in the rain together,
and watch all of this in company,
but now you send them to my triumphantly.

And now the rain that are the tears,
from the birth of my greatest fears.
But not only that of the of the rain, my dear,
I can  run and look and to you, I peer.
It's your face that the clouds mirror.

Now and again I drown myself in you,
and remember the years,
though a few,
you blessed me with you.

Remembered is your name,
that holds great fame,
hopefully mine means the same.

Rest in peace,
do good will,
in my heart,
you're remembered still.

-Love you DLE,
Hailey-Lynn Elyea <3

Summer Mornings

Remember all those mornings? Remember all the mornings you made me eggs and toast, or cream of wheat? A nice hot breakfast was always on  the table for me. You were buzzing around making sure everyone was ready, and still managed to catch the morning news. You woke up for me every day, you woke up with me, but you didn't have to, I was plenty old enough to take care of myself. But you did. I think though, it's the summer mornings I miss the most, when I didn't have to run and rush off to school. I really miss the summer mornings, where I would wake up and hear things banging around in the kitchen, I had my flannel  blanket, and I woke up to the windows open and the birds singing. I would stumble out of bed, to the kitchen. You'd yell 'Good morning!" the same when you  did when I had been 5 years old. And we would go on the back deck and enjoy some coffee or tea, and have the greatest morning conversations..

But, that's all different now. I'm sitting lone ranger on the back deck.

And you're not here to visit with me. And I guess that's okay. I've grown too old for tea time anyway.

It's all the same.

High School

Where you walk through the door and don’t know who you’re going to meet,

You walk through the door with your backpack and your feet.

The secret is what everyone is doing,

And you wonder where everyone’s going.

So what’s going on with everyone?

She’s smoking pot,

He’s in the gang,

Did they break up again?

She’s prom queen,

And he’s captain of the football team.

They’re having a baby,

And no one knows what the true story is.

No one knows what home life is like.

All we can do is assume.

Everyone fails to realize one thing,

They all need each other, like a family.

The Stoner secretly looks forward to the Preppy girl’s ‘Hello.’,

And the Preppy girl needs the Brain to succeed.

The Jock looks forward to the Chess Geek’s effort at being strong.

Walk through the halls,

Everyone’s in the daze,

Hoping the drinking, the cutting, the sex, and the drugs,

Will all take care of the awful haze.

Secretly, they all fit together, like a puzzle.

They need each other to proceed.

They realize not everyone is the book they once did read,

They have one another to fulfill the need.

-Hailey-Lynn Elyea

To the Fullest.

Live life to the fullest. 

Don't think twice about the little things. 

Don't throw your feelings into doubt. 

If you're in love, let it sprout. 

Sing for the moment,

not the past,

if something's surreal,

let it last.

Keep the bandages on old wounds,

or peel them off and let it heal.

Whatever you choose,

make sure you feel.

Life's an adventure,

live it long,

sometimes it's a beautiful song.

Summer nights are a wondrous sight,

so hold on,

with all your might.

Love is a flame,

not a game,

do not go for it to attract fame.

Trust me, you'll love it when he whispers your name.

You're gonna go far,

don't hide your scars,

You're gonna go far,

aim for the stars.

-HaileyLynn Elyea.

Everything.

It's late, I'm not tired, and it's going to be one of those nights.

I currently have an upset stomach. And it's disgusting.

I had one of the most amazing times of my life these past few days. Tucker gives the beat to my heart. (:

We've been together since Wednesday. His graduation party was yesterday, the ceremony was today, I helped his mother on Friday. Ugh, busy weekend. But, so worth it. I loved spending so much time with him, and being around him all the time. I loved him being there to cuddle up with. I think what made my day the most is the fact that he always came to give me a good night kiss and came to tuck me in, even if he wasn't going to bed. Goes to show how much he cares. He has the biggest heart. <3

I can't believe that he has now graduated. Time flew by so fast on us.

One of the best things, is that his family was there a lot this weekend. I really like his family, and I believe they like me as well. His gram is one of the funniest people ever. She LOVES to give me shit. His aunt is really nice and always chats with me. And I am finally starting to think his mom likes me. I think she has for the time that we have been dating, but I just get paranoid about it. She probably thinks I am an airhead though. Haha. Ah, I like her anyway.

But, being with his family made me realize how much I missed and needed mine. I missed MY mother. My mother and I are close in some sort of weird way.. we don't hit the malls and spend hundreds of dollars on Saturdays or anything. But we do like to watch TV and hit up the thrift stores once in awhile. She's an amazing person. I shouldn't treat her like I do sometimes. I love her.

I have also realized the I am in a hurry to grow up. But, at the same time, the more grown up I get, the more I want to be little. I think I have a fear of dying, a severe fear of dying. Maybe that's why I want to rush life. Maybe not. I'm not quite sure what's up there, if anything. I hope something is there though.

I was watching Dr. Phil earlier and it was about these girls who beat and tortured a 12 year old girl, and later set her on fire and let her burn to death. Oh my god. I could not imagine. I would not want to die like that. But then again, who would? I'm so afraid of dying tragically.

The world can be so happy, but yet so sad.

I think I have learned to cherish the good and forget the bad. In which all people should.

Summer is here. I'm not sure I want it to be. But, I guess I should accept it.

Tucker will be picking up more hours. I'm really scared for that. I don't want him to grow up on me. I'm afraid that he's going to up and leave for something or someone better. I think I would probably die. So, I hold on to every second. He's so amazing to me, I want to hold all those moments forever. They're the most important.

So for now, I'll hold tight. And I'll never let go.

Jealousy Kills

I trust you but not her.

Mostly because I am one of her, I know how we operate.

And if she can't keep herself contained, two can play at this game. ;)

It's only fair.

You're mine. I love you. And you love me. But I swear to god it tore me apart to see that.

Fuck her. She's just a piece of trash anyway. And she's practically a home wrecking little slut.

Quite frankly, I wish lightning to strike her.

-Hailey

You left me to remain, with all your exuses for everything.

The more you don't come around, the more I realize I don't need you. The more you do come around, I realize the monster you've become. So you can go ahead and stay away, I sort of like it better that way. The more I don't have to hear about him and the more I can keep my composure. You've had me up countless hours, from being on my mind. You say you're angry I didn't see you but my question is: how does it feel? You've held my hand for so many years and suddenly let go. You were the person I'd run to when what, I didn't know.

So forget the countless cookies, the million dresses I wanted, the countless trips to the grocery store, and all the fried chicken fat I absorbed. Because it's all gone, just like you. You're a piece of history, and that's all you'll ever be. The person I once knew is all dead to me. I'll sit here in my plaid shirt, and I'll remember the man who never changed. The man who didn't have a chance to. The man who is out of your thoughts, but permanently burned into mine.

I'll sit back, and watch you change our family. And bring his into ours. But don't worry about introducing us because they're just random fish in the sea. Ones I don't care to see.

I hope it was worth it. What you gave up for them. Because things will never be the same again. So go on with your new family. And have a great time with them. Because the family you left here, is going on with life. Like I have learned to do. That's one of the things you taught me. One that I should forget. Because secretly, I want to live in the past, and this future I will forget.

So thanks for forgetting us. And I should learn to forget you. And if you ever feel this way towards me, my question is:

How does it feel?

-Hailey

That feeling.

You know it's love when you get that feeling,

That sense of absolute healing.

When you're close the whole world stops.

But when you're miles away my heart starts to decay.

You've got me gasping for air,

from that moment you walk in and I start to stare.

So, hold me tight, and let's linger.

Make me a promise with your pinky finger.

I promise you my love until the end of time,

It's free of charge, no nickels or dimes.

-Hailey Hyphen Lynn. (:

Losing balance for love, keeps the balance of life.

So, there's a guy named TuckerGarretHanson; and I happen to love him more than anything in the world. July 19th 2009, happens to be the best day of my life because of him. I guess you could say, stuff just happens like this.

Tucker is my cousin's cousin on the other side of my cousin's family. Makes sense, right? So, I guess you could say I've known him my whole life. But then there was a birthday party that changed everything. At the particular birthday party, we were hanging out in my cousin's room and just chatting back and forth, when it came time for me to leave, he asked for my cellphone number. This immediately made my heart sink, I had thought this kid was the cutest thing in the world (for some reason... :)) for the longest time, and now he was asking me for my number?

So, I put my number in his phone and leave the birthday party, what does this guy do? Sends me a text about giraffe sex, what the fuck, right? But from there on, we clicked immediately. For the next two weeks, we texted non-stop. We called each other for hours every night, I recall talking on the phone for like 4 hours one night.

Two er some weeks later, my family had planned a trip to the drive in, and I asked him to go. I was so nervous. Well, anyway he said yes and we picked him up and went. Maybe this kid moved a little fast but, he took hold of my hand within minutes of getting in the car. I guess you could say we really bonded without really having to say much of anything. We talked and whatnot, don't get me wrong but, something was there right away.

At the time, I was so naive as to anything about dating. But, some time into the movie he kissed me, and kissed me.. (What a pig, right?) but I didn't mind. Something was there. We fit together already, especially looking back.

So, we crept out of the car between movies. And this was the moment that changed my life for the whole time of it... He took me behind the drive in and asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so flattered, I thought I was going to die. Tucker is 3 (alright, 2 years and 10 months) years older than me. He was in high school and everything, he had a choice of a lot of girls, you know? But he chose me, junior high, unattractive, obnoxious me.

So, you're guessing I said yes, right? WRONG.


Alright, just kidding.


I said yes.


From there on, we were pretty much inseparable. We did everything together on the weekends. One weekend, we were going on a camping trip and it started raining so we had to go home. He got to stay at my house and lemme tell ya, I was nervous as all hell. No, this isn't the part where we romantically sleep together. Dad wasn't having that. But, we did our darnedest to stay touching. I was so happy.


So, that's how we started. Let's fast forward a bit, shall we? ~>~>~>~>

So, Tucker and I were glued together on weekends and for the rest of that summer.

But then, I went crazy and broke up with him. It felt right at the time. But dear god, did it hurt when I found out it wasn't. I begged and begged for him back. I was so stupid for ever letting that go. It was difficult getting him back, but I did. I literally thought I was going to die when we were apart.

~>~>~>~>

So, Tux and I have had our ups and downs, but I've learned one thing, I really love him. With all my heart. He's everything to me. Some days, I live for only him.

We've been dating for almost two years now. It's so strange to think about. We're inseparable now, as we always will be. And that's just the way it is. If the worst were to ever happen, he'll always own that spot he's earned in my heart.

I know one thing's for sure, I'm not going anywhere and neither is he. I hope to marry him and have his kids someday, maybe a little sooner than he'd like. (:

Tucker, I know you're reading this, and I want you to know that I love you more than anything in the world, keep my heart beating.

Love always,

Hailey.

The years go by and time just seems to fly, but the memories remain.

So, Summer is fast approaching and I'm pretty excited. Sun tea on the back porch, sitthing out until un-godly hours in the morning, camping, and the beautiful summer mornings with the birds chirping. ♥

But, it seems as if the years are flying by. It was yesterday I was waking up at Gram's and watching thunderstorms on the back deck, wasn't it? I really miss the carefree times of childhood, yet I'm so excited to launch forward. I miss the good times. A lot.

Also, June and July are coming up. Gram's getting married in June, yippee... NOT. And mine and Tucker's anivarsary is July 19th. I'm excited for that more than anything. I think I might die.

Taylor and I have an interesting Summer ahead of us, I'd like to believe. As do Tucker and. I.

The one thing I am not excited for though is the fact that Tucker is graduating this month and will probably get a full time job or something of the sort. I'm a little nervous for that change. I really hate changes to things I am so used to. Hence the in-excitence for Gram's wedding.

But, I am really scared for this Summer because I feel that we will drift and everything will be different. I'm afraid of him going into adulthood and me being left behind. I sort of fell as if everything is slipping away. But I don't want to let it.

I don't know if I have enough love to overcome. I hope it does though.

Love Always,

Hailey

Cigarettes and Guitars

My Gramps died when I was 5 years old, he was my best friend. Now, all I am left with is his old guitar. No, no bottle of booze to go with it either, Johnny.. I've named the guitar Vern, he is 39 years of age. He's a vintage Gibson Hummingbird, and I love him with all my heart. He's sweet, deep, jazzy, classy, and smooth, to say the least. <3 I can't play him, but I intend to learn, I shall make a promise to my Grandfather.


So, here it is. I promise to you Grandpa Duane, to learn to play Vern, even though I will never be as good as you. <3


Also, while we're talking, I love you with all my heart and miss you, beyond the meaning of words.

Hey guys, have you ever lost someone near to you? I hope you keep them in mind and talk to them once in a while. It helps.



Love always,
HaileyHyphen. <3

Monday Night RAW

Tonight, being a Monday night, RAW is on television.. You know, WWE? This means, I go insane from all the screaming in the house and my bedroom ceiling cracks just a little more from all the jumping around upstairs. My question is, why do people get so into it? It's all scripted and whatnot. So, why? I mean, some of the guys are pretty sexy but other than that, I don't see a clear purpose.

So, last night I could not sleep, remember? And now, I'm tired as fuck. Great life, eh?

Hmm. I've got Taylor on my mind. Taylor is my best friend, she and I have only really known each other for like two months, but it's amazing how we just clicked and became inseparable. Other than Tucker, she's my other half. Taylor is one of the most amazing people you'll ever meet. She's pretty adorable too. She's quirky and loud, and outgoing, but, that's why I love her so much. We just sorta fit together like puzzle pieces. Taylor is the best, best friend you could ask for. She needs me as much as I need her. That's what I love. <3

Currently, my back hurts, and I noticed I complain a lot, but, who doesn't?

I guess you could say I'm in an okay mood today, I don't feel like I'm falling off of a building, nor that I want to jump off of one, or like a bag in the wind. I feel, alive. <3

ShootMeNow

Hmm, so for an English/Photography assignment, we have to read The Lord of the Rings. Shoot me now. If there's one thing I cannot stand, it's fantasy books. The Photography sounds interesting  but TLR, not so much. Joyous.

HaileyHyphen. <3

No, I'm not some stick thin scene kid.

So, no. I'm not some tiny little scene or indie girl everyone loves. I'm not a cute face that you'll ever see plastered on print modeling. Instead, I'm a nobody in the little city of Sioux Falls. But, I'm me, and my thoughts have to account for something, right?

Wrong, unfortunately, that's not how the world operates. Truth is, unless you have something to offer the world, the world has nothing to offer you.

You see, we're really just like any other species on the face of this earth. We're territorial, we live in packs, or alone, and whomever is prettiest or brings home the most is the most important. Society, right?

I'd like to think I'm all about love, I'm nothing without it. It gives me a high like nothing else. Nothing at all. Like bags floating in the wind, one of the most beautiful things out there. Love is where it's at.

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But, let's take a trip to reality, it's currently 3:57 am and I can't sleep. You know how you sleep a million times better when the one you love is next to you? Yeah. That's where I'm stuck now.

Not only can I not sleep, my ass, literally, is burnt form tanning. So, hello bruised feeling, you I can deal with. But this itchiness, not so much.

But, I should probably try and resume my sleep. Good night world, and for some good morning.

Love always,

HaileyHyphen. <3

This is Me.

So, this is me...
I've been given the gift of life, or the world has been given the gift of me, one of the two...
I guess I'm not much at all but I'd like that to change.

If you're wondering about me at all, not that you are, but if by chance you are..
I'm Hailey, I grew up in the boring town of Sioux Falls, South Dakota. If someone gave it as a gift to someone or something, let me tell you, they were awfully cheap. I live with my family, a mom, two dads, three sisters and a brother. There's not much to it. I have a boyfriend named Tucker and he is my whole life. But, let's save some for later, shall we?

If you're at all asking, what the hell is this for? You're answer is, nothing really. But, I like to read about people's lives and whatnot, so maybe you do too? And perhaps you'll find mine interesting? Maybe, by chance, you will. <3

-HaileyHyphen.