Life in General

So, it's been awhile since I've posted. Especially an actual blog and not a poem or anything special... It's February 2012 now, the world is going to end soon... JUST KIDDING. (: So lately, I've been focusing on goals and what I want to do with my life. I've been going to church, Catholic church. I've been going to a group for youth at the church on Wednesday nights, and attending the traditional Sunday mass. In this, I guess you could say that I 'found God.' But really I would actually like to thank Sue K. for that. I used to go to faith classes with this girl, and Sue is her mother.. to make a long story short; Sue ran into me at the grocery store and we talked about the common, church. Anyway, Sure really convinced me to get on the right track and get back in gear with God. And even though I disagree with something in the church, it's nice to be back and in touch with the church. (:

Aside from church, it's February, Grandpa will be gone for 12 years on the 28th this month. I've really started to miss him lately. I think I spend too much time thinking about what it would be like it he were here and how things would have been different. Maybe the family would still be intact? I resent the fact that everything has sort of fallen apart over the years. But maybe that's the difference of being sixteen instead of four, you grow to know that the world is a bitch. All in all, it's really hard to just accept the fact that he's gone, even after all of this time.

I look forward to setting my goals though. This is something else that has faded in along with my church kick. I would really love to get in shape and lose weight for the summer, have a hot bikini bod. (;  Generally, I am looking at changing how I live, being a better person and working at a decently fulfilled teen-hood.

Mom and I are starting a daycare here really soon, I assume the role of assistant. This will be really fun to work with babies and little kids, I'm pretty excited. It also has a pretty big financial aspect too, so I will be freakin' excited to get to by myself some nice things, save up for college, and I'd also like to do something with the community as I've also really noticed a lot wrong with it lately as well.

Sometimes, I think I'm too optimistic for my own good.

Aside from everything else in the world, Tucker and I have been together two and a half years in January! It seems so long when you think about it.. but sometimes it seems way longer! Yay us! We're doing awesomely well lately. (: We'r awfully cute. And I'm pretty convinced he's the one. Which is fine by me. ♥ --(I took him to lunch at HuHot the other day, YUM!)

I think that sums up my writing urge this morning, here's to keeping in touch more,

--H